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What a big surpise i had today morning.
Today i sms my darling once i woke up asking her if she will be staying back in school until 4p.m and she replied YA. Ended up, she suddenly send one more sms saying breakfast delivery, please open. My first reaction was like ---> O.O WTF! She actually surprised me at the door step at 9+ with breakfast for me and my grandma. The best part is that she's perspiring all over. OMG... She's so good to me man. This is the first time i saw her perspiring so much! She ran all over bedok interchange finding way to my house. I love her surprises but i dont really like her doing this. I wont let her travel alone. She dont deserve to be alone. So squeezy early morning on the train and the tired her gotta stand from sembawang to bedok. =(
But... today she gonna go back home early for her tuition. Come to think about it, whenever she has got something to do that day, e.g not free at night, shop for my present etc etc, fate will always spare some time for us to meet up. That day when she say she going shopping (my present) with her friend, i suddenly met her at suntec right in front of me when i'm shopping for her present too. Another day was that she dont need to go for her swimming coaching and at night, her tutor suddenly say that tuition cancel, extended the time for us to be together. And today, if she were to finish school at 4 and her tuition at night, i wont be able to meet her up. But... It's her school's marking day today. Somehow, even if we dont wish to, we will meet each other somehow in some ways...
Thanks darling for ur surprise this morning. I really appreciate it alot. It's the first time i've felt so surprised before. I love you corliss ~
Today is our one month anniversary. We promised each other that we will only celebrate our first month, after that will be all in years. That will definitely come true.
Actually, she bought me a jacket for anniversary but ended up, her plan got backfired when she bump into me at suntec the other day when she went shopping for the jacket with her friend. So, she passed me the jacket the other day le. A puma jacket in khaki, beige and white. Nice jacket, i love it alot. Also, she prepared another gift for me, a photo album of ours for the past one month. Luckily that didnt backfired. Lol. A sweet album and it's really meaningful. Unlike my gift for her, a nike bag, that's all...
How we celebrated? Hmmm went pastamania at causeway point. Actually it's supposed to be her treat today but ended up i paid. Lol. So as to compensate, she paid for the movie tickets to Bao Bei Ji Hua. Jackie chan's baby movie, an extremely cute and nice movie or instead, a comedy~ Lol. After that we just went to her void deck, sat down and chatted for an hour or so.
Thanks darling for the thought and effort. It's really meaningful and i mean it. Dont say that you did it badly instead i think that it's really well done. I'll cherish it and of cause, cherish you my darling. I love you @->-- ^^*
Thursday, i got scolded. I went out without telling her. She said "bu li ni le". But i'm thinking that she might feel like giving me a kiss later. Lol. I went suntec secretly telling her i went to bank settling some businesses. I went to Braun Buffel boutique to get a wallet for her. Spent 15 mins standing still there choosing between 2 wallets. Both looks good of course and finally got one. Met her after her school. Ok, she gave me a kiss. She was so shocked by the gift. Lol! Sorry cant help u with much except for those that i can. Saw her mum and her mum walked to us. My forehead was covered with perspirations after her mum left. Phew... Luckily it seems like her mum never dislike me at all after all... Hmmm...
Friday, we went KTV at CCK. I opened my mini concert that day when someone said SHE wanna go KTV. I've got a dedicated audience beside me at all time. Lol. She was singing like an ant that day and the best part is that she said her throat is painful after that! wth! -.- But it's the first time i went KTV with my girlfriend alone. Very enjoyable day.
Saturday, as usual, accompanied her to her swimming coaching in the morning and went Chong Pang for our breakfast cum lunch. After that went to her house area and help her with her compositions given by her tuitor. Great improvement in her english. Improved alot in making of sentences. Lol. Her tuitor still told her mum saying that she had improve alot in her english. My credit, my credit! Haha... This is what i drew on her hand when i've got nothing better to do. Of course my "Keith" must be bigger than "Corliss" right? =X
Today, which is the last day of enjoying, woke up quite early. She gotta stay back after school for long hours this coming week le i suppose. Came my house early in the morning, spent the whole day listening to her sweet talks. Oops... Lol. I felt that i've fallen too deep for you le...
While we're at simei. Like this pic, gonna make it into my blog background le. ^^" Darling, everything seems to be going smoothly these days. I just love the way we are now and i hope nothing will change. Build up a good foundation before i join NS and that's what you said. Thanks for all that you've done. I'm feeling so xin fu that i've never felt before. I went to the beach! It's the first time i'm bringing my girlfriend to the beach. Somehow all of my other ex-es dun like going to such places bah... Lol. We went simei intially when she's not that hungry yet. She wanted to go pet safari for a walk. After that, i brought her to changi village for "lunch" as she said she missed the food there. After that she suggested to go to the beach for a stroll. She's sweet, she massaged for me at the beach while we were sitting at a bench there knowing my shoulders were aching. After she sat down, she saw a cat poo-ing and she was so amazed. -.- The best part for that day was that she bought me a CD which i had been eyeing for a long time! And she bought it without me realising. Thanks darling, i like it alot. ^^* 
Keep telling her the band i like was far more better than the one she like and she dun believe. Lol. Today she actually asked me to send one song from the band i like to her. Lmao~ Hahaha finally she got influenced by me le... muahaha. The band is Dong Bang Shin Ki. Cool band. Advertise free of charge for them lol. They are nothing but Cool~
It has been days since i last updated. Had a small quarrel the day before. I did something that i've never done before. I was fuming but when she told me she feel like crying, my heart suddenly sank down, stopping all my temper causing sudden heartache. First time ever... But why?
Yesterday was an enjoyable day with her. We were playing in the rain together. When we reach bedok, it's was drizzling. I went to get an umbrella. On our way to the market near my house, i actually started stepping on the water on the floor. And we started a war... -.- Lol. But i won, i got her legs all wet and sandy. The power of "duck feet". Muahaha...
At my house, she suddenly thought of chris and started talking about what he did. While talking, she suddenly cried. I cant imagine what he did to make her so sad. If i know this type of things will happen, i wont leave 3 years ago. I thought she was happy with him all along. Such a disappoinment. Looking at her crying, i cant imagine that i started crying too. It's too painful to see her cry, too painful. The pain in my heart is unimaginable. Haiz...
Darling, i know i cant do much for you. Please stay happy always. I dont wish to see u cry. I cant imagine how i would feel. Please dont be heartbroken because of some stupid things that others did. Just think about my promises and i guarantee you forever sweetness. From now onwards, there will only be memories of me, sweet memories... Again, another promise...
I got conned today!
*Knock Knock* "POSTMAN ~ "
I "excitedly" went to open the door as i knew my stuffs had arrived. I opened it up, my earrings... Eeee those type of "kiap" de, not normal earrings. @#$%^&* ... But today i made her happy again. While she's sleeping, i put on the bracelet that i had ordered for her. Looks really sweet on her. That thankful kiss from her is something i got back. She had totally seduced me with her eyes. Lol.
As usual, she's still feeling stressed when she come over and i wonder why with that friendly ah ma of mine. Always "stoned" in a place not moving. Lol. When leaving, she's totally shocked when my sister gave her a small packet of biscuit. Hmmm... I told her it will get crashed if she put it in her bag and she hold that packet of biscuit in her hands until she reached home. -.- I can never expect much from a blur darling of mine right... ^^"
If i had known earlier, no hurt will be done on her. It's probably my fault.
I cant expect nothing much now as i've got everything i wished for. Thanks darling. I'm feeling stressed about my enlistment date. I cant take care of my blur darling le... Although she gave me everything i needed, in return, i cant give her anything except for a promise of loving her for all i can. Haiz... Darling, i'm so sorry. I cant give you much now, except for keeping all the promises. Truely hope that i can always be there for u. Once you told me, you're always there for him but he's always not there for you. Same goes for me, i wont be able to be there for u when time comes le. Please be always there for me...
It's been a long time since i last blogg-ed. 1 year plus? Hmmm... Perhaps so... Maybe it's because nothing much really happened except that i hurt someone who really loves me alot deeply. My only wish of coming back here once again to blog is to record down all of the happy memories with my new "her". If we get together 3 years ago, i might not hurt that someone that deep to let me ponder over it for so long. No matter what, i still cherish what i have now and will not let my new "her" down. Just a very sorry to that someone out there. This is what i've been wishing to say. Come to think about it, with my new "her", things might not turn out what it will be today if we're together 3 years ago and so i'm still glad that we are together only at this point of time. Well, at least alot of things came between us and had learnt how to cherish each other's presence.
Curious about my new "her"? Here goes... Corliss is the name. Sweet and loving.(hope only to me...-.- lol) Caring and kind. Most importantly, she's cute. Cant stand the feeling she gave me. What else? What i expected are there and there's nothing else i can expect le. Still the same like 3 years ago but there's something i realise it only now. She had been thinking about me all this whole time even with another person. Omg... If i had only know it earlier, she wont have the chance to be hurt and i wont have the chance to hurt... >.<
These few days will be the happiest days i can have before my NS. Knowing that i'm joining NS soon, she did her best to accompany me for as much as she could. I apologise for being selfish. I cant stand it myself either. Just a little more time with you, i should be satisfied but i'm greedy, hoping to spend the utmost time with you. I'm going crazy soon all because of you. Cant really imagine what's life without you. This is for you: "i might not be there for you when time comes but dont forget our happy memories. I've entrust you to their care. They will make u smile when i'm not there ^^*."
Today she gave me her first gift since we're together for me. It's a watch that i've been talking about lately. A watch to bring to camp...-.- Cant even bear to let it get scratched, let alone bringing it to camp. Lol. She bought it after her school together with her friend and yet i got angry with her not knowing that it was meant to be a surprise. She's tired, dont wanna go home and rest after her school and i thought that she still wanna go sun plaza shopping. That's why i'm angry. Sorry for misunderstanding you. =( Spent 3 hours at the coffee bean together with a cup of caramel and a cup of mocha. Most importantly, i've realised how she study all along le. Stare blankly in the air day dreaming. Need me to remind her that book is in front of her, not in the air. Lol. Hmmm, that's all the events for today. Lol. Thanks darling for buying me that watch.